Finally bought an electric violin, time to add one more thing to the list of things I suck at
At least my bad dreams are cool, like yeah when I was being attacked by a panther and it was biting and clawing the shit out of me was terrifying but I was still fighting back and in retrospect that’s pretty badass.
Damn, only fell 3 hours short of not remembering what today is
It’s weird but working 40 hour weeks in a wood shop has actually made me feel better, probably because I’m actually being active and productive instead of a piece of shit in my bedroom
Today has sucked so much for no reason
Completed my annual tradition of going through my blog and deleting all the posts that make me cringe at how much of a tool I was.
I forgot that I had tumblr until I ran out of antidepressants and couldn’t get a doctors appointment because I got called into work all week, so everything sucks but at least I have money and that’s pretty much the same thing as happiness right?
I keep waking up and it takes me awhile remember that my sister is gone.
It’s weird when someone who has been in your life every single day from the day you were born can suddenly be gone after over 20 years.
I should probably get back to getting my shit together