I should probably get back to getting my shit together
It’s weird how someone can be in your life every single day from the moment you’re born and then suddenly they’re gone and the world just keeps spinning like nothing happened
Saw you while out shopping and it was the fastest my heart had beat in a long time
My mother just came into my room and woke me up. My sister passed away in her sleep at the hospice a couple of hours ago.
Got the news today that my sister’s cancer has spread to her bones, lungs, and possibly her brain. We thought we had a few months left, now it’s weeks.
Today we transferred my sister to a hospice and I had to print off a bunch of do not resuscitate orders. So that’s been my afternoon.
It’s really awesome when medication starts malfunctioning and I’ve been awake for roughly 60 hours and my doctors appointment is not until Friday lord help me
Batman is having none of your shit today, Superman.
So I’ve finally got my shit together in terms of both where I’m going with my life in general and my depression/anxiety disorders and for the first time in as long as I can remember I’m happy with life and that happiness isn’t based off of another individual. Lately I’ve found myself just smiling for no apparent reason and that’s so not like me that it actually sort of weirds me out.