So I’ve finally got my shit together in terms of both where I’m going with my life in general and my depression/anxiety disorders and for the first time in as long as I can remember I’m happy with life and that happiness isn’t based off of another individual. Lately I’ve found myself just smiling for no apparent reason and that’s so not like me that it actually sort of weirds me out.
Batman is having none of your shit today, Superman.
The excitement that was for going back to school on Tuesday is quite rapidly fading and being replaced by anxiety.
Why does even hearing someone say your name still make my heart race and make me feel anxious, this seriously pisses me off.
How I spent Friday night.
Letting people who don’t give a shit about you control your happiness is the worst thing and I wish that I could stop it.
McDonalds french fries are the greatest thing in the world when you’re drunk
Walk up to the club like, “Whaddup, I’ve got social anxiety”
Currently regretting not buying the mandolin I found at the flea market on Saturday. I’m just going to sit around and pluck the strings on my violin for a bit but it’s still nowhere near the same.